~ Life & Love ~

Tell me a time when love is absent in a show or movie, then I’ll tell you that the movie is so going to die because people would not like what is without love. As such, I noticed whatever the theme is, there’ll be a part where love comes in and show its greatness. The wonder it does on screen is so extensive. Every time I watch a show the part that I remember most is the part where the magic wand of love casts its spell. What about you?
So unconditional and so pure is love. Somehow it can be felt directly from the expression of a person and it is presented in such a way that even a small kid can feel its presence. From small we are plow shared with love from parents, family, friends, caregivers and many more people. And soon it has become a wordless expression and feeling that pass through from one to another. The wonderful magic it does on earth is endless and because of love, we sustain. Because of love, we find courage to move on, to carry on with life for we know that any one moment when love is absent, bloodshed is happening. May all the love in the world be with you, the person I love with all my heart and soul.

"Life is always a reflection of love. Without love, there's no life."
p/s: How true is this? Perhaps only growing through love can tell me…

Walking in the rain...
It's been couple of years since i deliberately get soaked in the middle of a heavy rainfall..De feeling is so unexplainable..so refreshing n like giving me a new lease of life..washing away all the STRESSes, pain, sorrow, disappointment, conflicts, depression n the list goes on...
Actually i intend to walk in the rain long ago but never find the courage or anyone to accompany me doing this crazy stuff until recently...Someone out of nowhere appeared n without a particular reason enjoyed getting soaked by rainfall...the reasons of doing so remain undercovered..
But as for me, it's just a way to experience life. How many of u out there ever think that walking in the rain is a life experience as well(u might even think i'm crazy)??I guess only a handful...But i find it a v basic experience abt life..it doesn't tell u much nor giv u much experience tho...except for a cold afterwards..hehe..But to me, it tells a different story..
Every drop of rain is a beauty...every drop tat hit u has a probability of not hitting u if not for coincidence n fate..every drop tat u felt tells u tat u still alive..has feeling inside and de little brain inside is still working..
Life is just like getting wet in the rain..Obstacles that we met are jus like the raindrops that keep hitting u fr time to time..How u appreciate each drop will determine how far u'll go..SOme ppl by getting hit a few times, backed out n remained covered under shelter.They never grow...SOme ppl the more the raindrops that hit them the better they become n tis is where the meaning of growth comes..They become wiser (dun u tink so??)..
So here's the thing for u to ponder...Obstacles and challenges are tough n can bring you down flat to the floor but without them where will you b today???

p/s: it may just b a piece of crap here but try walking in the rain next time n u'll know how it feels...

In love again while in a relationship...Is it unfaithful???

Death...We are going to die...so???

"Everybody knows they are going to die," he said again, "but nobody believes it. If we did, we would do things differently."
- So we kid ourselves about death, I said.
- "Yes. But there's a better approach. To know you're going to die, and to be prepared for it at any time. That's better. That way you can actually be more involved in your life while you're living." --adapted from Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Alboms--

MEREDITH: [narrating] "At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

From Grey's Anatomy...

Organ Donation Pledge...

Just wondering that have you ever thought of pledging for organ donation when you are dead??
A lot of ppl dun i guess...i tink we can still contribute to the ppl even when we are dead i.e. through organ donation..Think about it...Such an act of kindness will help dozens of ppl in one way or another..My fren recently brought this up in our conversation and mayb we could make this thing a necessity for those pursuing the medical field...Health related professionals surely know the importance and require no further explanation from others(I'm saying this cos they should know better about the importance)..Also, anyone can pledge regardless of whether you are a doctor or not...Just that do you have the courage to pledge???Do you want to pledge???Do you need to pledge???Think about it...

For further info, pls log on to http://www.organdonation.com.my
You can even do it online nowadays...Just follow the steps there... Happy deciding...

i tot i've changed for better...
But recently my old bad temperament hit back...
i dunno is it i'm really stressed-out or jus throwing temper for no reason...
i jus dun feel stressed-out mentally but physically i was down with a 3-day diarrhea...
i became so tired and endless sleep would be the best medicine but i've too many tasks at hand...
so basically i really lacking rest for my body...
I remember when i've hurted someone important to me last time, she once told me "no matter how many times i've forgiven you, you are not forgotten for what you've done..."
In short, forgiven but not forgotten...
No matter how many times you say sorry, you'll never cure a broken heart...
what can be done then???I guess nothing can be done..the best is not to jump on conclusion and make things clear before accusing somebody..Does prevention is better than cure apply here???I just dunno what's wrong with me???
am i really that kind of person who "jump on conclusion"???
am i that kind of person who jus like to "merajuk" for no reason???
I just can't sort out myself for the time being but guess nobody knows better what i need to do with myself...
This is supposed to be something i'll only write in my diary but wonder if i'll feel better penning it here...jus trying out blogging...True meaning of blogging still unknown to me..sth new and fresh...but anyway i enjoy penning down things that i come across in my life..

Hospitalized...{Part 2}
A change of perception overtime...
I shall proceed to share my bitter experience with you, no change of content but a change of perception or point of view over the stay..It's kinda funny that my thinking change to a different angle after attended lectures from dr mary through out de current semester. Sorry it's dinner time and my current script is still in the process..Jus post this one to keep you waiting..but i know you'll wait no matter how long...happy study week to my coursemates and fellow rakan seperjuangan kat universiti tempatan...Take care...
-shmily-